Where are you leading me?

Have you ever wondered where God is taking you? Why you are going through the trials of your life? Sometimes it is just too much to bear. Why am I suffering this? Why is someone I love making bad choices? I get lost. I don't understand God's plan. During this time in my life I have suffered extreme loss of a relationship. I don't understand. I don't know what God is doing. What is His plan? Is this a puzzle that I just can't solve? It feels like a mystery that I need to solve. Become a private investigator and find out who and what is going to benefit from this. Is it me? Is it my family? Or is it someone I don't even know that may be looking in? Questions that I really have no answers to. Questions that I have searched for and still don't have the solution. But what DO I know? I know that God is there. I know that God goes before me. I know that He was waiting for me in this dark place. I know that He is waiting for us wherever he is allowing us to go. What a comfort to know He is ready. Waiting... His arms stretched out for me saying, "my child." He is a comforter. He is MY comforter. I don't know His plan but I do know that I want God to be a part of it. Not just a part of it but ALL of it. I want to count on Him for all that he has to offer me. For His plans are great! What better plan do I have? Nothing... My inspiring scripture is

Psalm 139:7-10

New International Version (NIV)

⁷ Where can I go from your Spirit?
    Where can I flee from your presence?
⁸ If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
    if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
⁹ If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
    if I settle on the far side of the sea,
¹⁰ even there your hand will guide me,
    your right hand will hold me fast.

 There is no greater comfort than this for me. He is there! Hold me, God. Hold me!!